Ya Allah...

Tuhan sekalian alam...

Ampunilah dosa hamba Mu ini...

Yg selalu mngejar nikmat kehidupan dan lalai mngejar perintah Mu...

Sesungguhnya solat itu tiang agama

Semoga vid ini dpt kita muhasabah diri....

Amin

For d first tym aku beli mag ni...

Makaihhh....mahainya...

X sangka betoi!

Slalu bli cleo pun bru 5.60...

Ini haaa....rm14.90....

Fuyooo...

Beli je lah...

Kang org ckp...nk kawen pun hati kering...

Xamek tau lgsg psai taste n latest trend gubahan hantaran...

Wth! La kan...

Takpa lah...sekali dua kali ja nk beli pun...

Pas bulan 5 ni xda makna nya nk beli...

Beli mingguan wanita la...

Baca part2 rumah tangga ja...

Kekekeke...

Ok lah..gatai nya bunyi...

Babai...

Nk tdoq

I used to blame my mama for sending me to boardin school when i'm just 13 years old kiddo...

U see...at the age of 13...i have to do all by myself...washin clothes using my hands!polish my black shuz...have to wake up early in d mornin...que up to take turn for showers...n even take turns to wash my cloth before...dengar snr2 mbebel tak tentu hala satu hal...pastu kena bgun awai p qiamulail lah..haihhh...

I was really2 mad at her....

So as returns to provoke her....

I never studies for my exams....during prep aku tdoq...pantang cikgu tak masuk class aku tidoq....

So mmg jwabnya all my exams success la sgt kan...

Everytime blik cuti sem aku kt umah..aku wat perangai lagi...tidoq lagi...alasan..kat sbp smua kena bgun awai..bgi la chance sket nk kaver tdoq....

But thank God, mama never give up on me....

Alhamdulillah...to courage me to study...during school break...she sent me to tuittion which cost her like rm600 for all those crtical subjects...

And alhamdulillah....i pun da realized n start la stadi jugak walaupun a lil bit too late bcause i'm not a really fast leaner...a lil bit kura2 u know...hahaha...

But who cares?!hahaha

It just SPM after all....its not like the end of d world if i'm not score it pun....hahahaha....

Org yg lebey score dr aku skrg pun ada yg end up biasa2 ja...oiii jahatnya statement hg!hahaha...truth is butthurt rite?

Well....kalau tgk pun..byk jgk member2 lelaki batch aku yg persis mcm anak2 jin dlu skrg da brjaya...engineer ada...siap smbung master pun ada walhal dulu punya la pemalaih nk mampoih..opsss...kalau baca ni jangan marah naa....hahaha....sama ja kita kan...tpi aku xdak lah rajen nk smbung master ag...hahaha

But now i realized....y mama eager sgt tahan aku suh stay kt boardin school...mmg byk sgt menda kt boardin school yg bleh ajaq aku...esp dlm pmbawakkan diri kt dlm environment...

Aku admit...mmg aku cpt adapt ngn new environment...i have no problem in communicate wif new persons i met....and kt boardin school ni la strt aku minat berbisnes...srt from four aku n member2 da start wat bisnes nasik goreng ayam...sapa lah yg tak tau nasik goreng ayan d23 kn...nyum2....walaupun x sedap tara mana pun tpi dsebabkan dok hostel kan...sentiasa la lapaq n smua makanan rsa sedap kan...

N satu ag...aku tgk kwan2 aku yg blajaq oversea smua pun xdak la jdi pelik2 culture shock ka apa ka mcm si amalina yg score straight A's dlu tu...

Aku rsa mayb sbb ktorg seawai usia kanyaq lgi dah kena idop sdri...sbb tu stakat p oversea mana hala tu takdak la nk culture shock teruk2 haihhh....

N i'm thankful n greatful bila pikiaq2 blik....

Mmg at the first place aku merayu2 wuwuwu kt mama nk masuk Asma blik..tpi mama berkeras dgn decision dia smpi kena p mntak ayaq penawaq bgi aku minum...

Cehhh...bunyi mcm teruk kn...ya mmg...aku mmg suka wat ramai pun...sorry...hahaha...

Smpi aku pernah sound kt mama...i wud never send my kids to boarding school at their age of 13..

But now...aku tarik balik...

I wil definately send my kids to any boarding school;science school or mrsm..but if my kid is a boy...mayb i wil let them go at 16...takut nnt senang terpenagaruh smoking plak....

Wuteva it is....dont blame ur parents as i did before...

They know what the best for u...

And to mama...once again...thank u...

Thanx for ur support....

And to my late abah...thanx for bein there to comfort me when i always cried wanted to go home badly before...

Thanx...i love u both forever...

Ok...since today aku mc sbb muntah2 n cherry berry...mayb food poisonin tu euwhhhh....

Bygkan trjaga pkul 2 pgi tgh2 mlm buta..n tujuan asal nk p buang air kecik but end up muntah mcm apa ja...

Buka sekali..but twice...euhhhh....pgi2 plak dah chery berry...mmg lembikla jwab nya kan....

Penat gila....bdan lembik nk mati...

Nasib baik mama ada...

Mama la yg tlg jaga....

Tepuk2 belakang msa muntah tu...

Uwaaa....

I cant live without mama...

I love her so much....

Tpi td ptg..bila aku da sehat..

Mama pun da blik jitra....

Esok ada class agama katanya...

Torn apart between nk blik ptg ni or nk rush2 blik pgi2 esk utk p class agama...

Akhirnya..aku brjaya mnyakinkan mama...i'm gettin better...baru la mama balik....

But now, end up missin her so much!

Mama....acik want u to know...i love u so much eventho acik kdg2 suka melawan mama tp acik have no intention pun to hurt ur feelings ma...

Thanx mama for raising me up so well....

Taught n stil teach me to be the best one in my life...

U are so wonderful mama....

Abah must be so proud and thankful to had such a wonderful wifey like u ma...

I hope to be just like u one day ma....

U always be my extra ordinary super woman ma to me....

Thanx mama....

I love you so much ma...