I used to blame my mama for sending me to boardin school when i'm just 13 years old kiddo...

U see...at the age of 13...i have to do all by myself...washin clothes using my hands!polish my black shuz...have to wake up early in d mornin...que up to take turn for showers...n even take turns to wash my cloth before...dengar snr2 mbebel tak tentu hala satu hal...pastu kena bgun awai p qiamulail lah..haihhh...

I was really2 mad at her....

So as returns to provoke her....

I never studies for my exams....during prep aku tdoq...pantang cikgu tak masuk class aku tidoq....

So mmg jwabnya all my exams success la sgt kan...

Everytime blik cuti sem aku kt umah..aku wat perangai lagi...tidoq lagi...alasan..kat sbp smua kena bgun awai..bgi la chance sket nk kaver tdoq....

But thank God, mama never give up on me....

Alhamdulillah...to courage me to study...during school break...she sent me to tuittion which cost her like rm600 for all those crtical subjects...

And alhamdulillah....i pun da realized n start la stadi jugak walaupun a lil bit too late bcause i'm not a really fast leaner...a lil bit kura2 u know...hahaha...

But who cares?!hahaha

It just SPM after all....its not like the end of d world if i'm not score it pun....hahahaha....

Org yg lebey score dr aku skrg pun ada yg end up biasa2 ja...oiii jahatnya statement hg!hahaha...truth is butthurt rite?

Well....kalau tgk pun..byk jgk member2 lelaki batch aku yg persis mcm anak2 jin dlu skrg da brjaya...engineer ada...siap smbung master pun ada walhal dulu punya la pemalaih nk mampoih..opsss...kalau baca ni jangan marah naa....hahaha....sama ja kita kan...tpi aku xdak lah rajen nk smbung master ag...hahaha

But now i realized....y mama eager sgt tahan aku suh stay kt boardin school...mmg byk sgt menda kt boardin school yg bleh ajaq aku...esp dlm pmbawakkan diri kt dlm environment...

Aku admit...mmg aku cpt adapt ngn new environment...i have no problem in communicate wif new persons i met....and kt boardin school ni la strt aku minat berbisnes...srt from four aku n member2 da start wat bisnes nasik goreng ayam...sapa lah yg tak tau nasik goreng ayan d23 kn...nyum2....walaupun x sedap tara mana pun tpi dsebabkan dok hostel kan...sentiasa la lapaq n smua makanan rsa sedap kan...

N satu ag...aku tgk kwan2 aku yg blajaq oversea smua pun xdak la jdi pelik2 culture shock ka apa ka mcm si amalina yg score straight A's dlu tu...

Aku rsa mayb sbb ktorg seawai usia kanyaq lgi dah kena idop sdri...sbb tu stakat p oversea mana hala tu takdak la nk culture shock teruk2 haihhh....

N i'm thankful n greatful bila pikiaq2 blik....

Mmg at the first place aku merayu2 wuwuwu kt mama nk masuk Asma blik..tpi mama berkeras dgn decision dia smpi kena p mntak ayaq penawaq bgi aku minum...

Cehhh...bunyi mcm teruk kn...ya mmg...aku mmg suka wat ramai pun...sorry...hahaha...

Smpi aku pernah sound kt mama...i wud never send my kids to boarding school at their age of 13..

But now...aku tarik balik...

I wil definately send my kids to any boarding school;science school or mrsm..but if my kid is a boy...mayb i wil let them go at 16...takut nnt senang terpenagaruh smoking plak....

Wuteva it is....dont blame ur parents as i did before...

They know what the best for u...

And to mama...once again...thank u...

Thanx for ur support....

And to my late abah...thanx for bein there to comfort me when i always cried wanted to go home badly before...

Thanx...i love u both forever...