i know...parenting is not an easy task rite?
payah admit that...
what u do today will reflect ur kids in their future...
pernah tak kadang2 rasa nk loose temper?
geram sgt kadang2 bila anak kau asik nangis2 jaa...geram sgt2 gerammmm....
nak pakaikan diapers pun nk kena bersilat...nangis2 jerit2...hoihh..mmg mencabar...baru anak sorg alia oiii...
org anak 10 relaks ja kan....
masa dia ok...mmg la ok jgk mood engkau kan...bila dia da start ngamuk2....hahhh...mula la kau pun nk ngamuk sekali...dalam hati istigfar byk2...seriously geram gila kot...kadang2 geram sangat tu jari ni cubit2 jgk kaki dia...because i heard somewhere Rasulullah pesan umor2 Adriana ni kalau nk pukul ker (pukul2 manja la)..pukul kt area kaki...jgb atas dri pinggang....kalau salah tolong betulkan..
but if happen dia mengamuk2 sgt ngan aku n buat perangai sangat ngn aku...memang aku passover kat Amir ja...tu kalau papa dia ada la..i let myself cool down a little bit dulu la...but now as her babysitter pulak da beranak and project aku pun xjalan lagi(ada hikmah jgk lambat skit start) and Julia her bs terberanak awai....maka all my time will need to keep my eyes on her...yes on her!!! nope bukan merungut....cuma tertanya2 how u guys managed to take care of ur childrens without helping hands?
how u guys ajaq anak korg simpan mainan balik baik2(yeah i know normal kids at Adriana age buat sepah and everything) but the question is how u managed to keep all the things back in order?rumah kemas sokmo....bilik tak tunggang langgang...yeah i know people will say...kena ajaq skit anak2 tu dari kecik...i know that...but with the house chores....erghhhh....it's killin me...
Lord, i guess it ain't easy to be a woman or precisely a mother....
is it normal for a mother to loose a temper at her kid...and feel sorry later and then crying for gulity feeling she had after having a bad feeling she is not a good mother???yeah...dat is what i feel sometimes if i scold Adriana and let her cry alone after she's having her tantrums....rasa mcm kejam ja aku biaq dia nangis sorg2 bila dia ngamuk tu...yeah probably i dont want her to make it as habit....
she's a lovely girl....cheeky...n can melt everyone around her....tapi bila nanges...sekupang pun tak guna my mama said once....
to my daughter,
if u happened to read this when u grown up...please know that kalau mama pkul u or scolded u...probably because mama love u sayang...mama don't want to spoil u too much simply because mama love u...
Adriana Arissa, mama n papa love u so much syg.......
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